I'm sure I'm losing weight as I'm still eating all the same foods as when I started on this healthy life path. I did eat an entire publix sub today instead of half but that was my only transgression.
It is a bit easier to walk on the treadmill and just in general. I'm starting to get more stamina, and my clothes are definitely looser that's for sure, my pants don't stay up but that could be due to me not having an ass at all. I do seem to have had a bit of anxiety and I'm not exactly sure what its from, sadly I'm a little afraid to lose weight. I feel like once I'm not a fat person that people want to look away from that too much attention will be drawn to me, I'm not being conceited but I'll tell ya I'm kind of a looker ;) Also I dread having to shop and get all new clothes. I don't have that kind of money, half the clothes I own I either found or got for like two dollars each at hot topic and Ive had the same pair of pants for like a few years at least, right now my wardrobe consists of basketball shorts and t-shirts.
Ugh see the problems I'm faced with in the challenge of losing weight not to mention the financial burden its going to cause. I'm sure ill get over it and of course I'm sure I can convince a few family members to get me some new things once I'm down a few sizes cough,cough hehe. Sometimes I think well I could just have a bit of chips or candy but I know the way my mind works ill make it back into a habit and end up bigger than before. I'm gonna stick with it and see how it goes its only been two weeks we will see how things look after a month.
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