The Beginning of The Future

This is the beginning of my journey through weight loss and my rather eccentric life. I sit here now at 234 lbs deciding only a few days ago to make a change in my life, my goal isn't to be a stick figure size 2 just to be able to walk more than 20ft without getting winded also being able to wear clothes that aren't the size of a small parachute would be nice.
  
 I struggle daily to deal with everyday things that most people don't even think about, I tend to over think  things a bit too much which causes a lot of problems, the purpose of this blog is for me to be completely honest with myself as I never have been before  and give others a look into my crazy life. We can laugh together and cry together and fart together, OK that last one maybe not everyone will join in on but it was worth a shot. 

I have CPVT, PTSD, Depression, Panic Disorder and a myriad of other issues which I'm sure I will talk about in one of my many future rambling posts. Feel free to jump on this crazy train, get a bag of chip or popcorn and enjoy the show, the ups and downs and loop de loos that my life is. I hope at least someones day or night will be brightened by reading my posts. G'night for now will post again tomorrow.