Thursday, October 3, 2013

Literally Just Rambling

Due to the loss of one of my pets I didn't get to post yesterday like I had planned so lets just jump right in on something that's been bugging me. When I decided to lose weight to get healthier I started noticing all these "Love the body you are in" pics floating around and pages with big girls saying I love the body I'm in and that's fine if that is indeed how your body is then I think that's fine, but what bothers me is when I see these girls that I know can have better looking/healthier bodies and are just using that as an excuse to hide behind. I'm not really dieting, I'm eating differently and exercising I'm just losing weight along the way I don't have a goal weight in mind or anything whatever comes off comes off.

Loving the body you are in is great but If the body you are in is like 300 pounds and all you eat is candy and pizza and act like you love your body then in my opinion you don't actually love your body, if you have curves and want to flaunt them then go for it but be healthy. I freaking hate vegetables so I'm not really eating a ton of those, the ones I'm eating Ive found ways to make them taste like things I actually like. also another thing bothering me is big woman like I mean fat woman wearing clothes that don't fit and saying they are showing off their curves, uh uh no ma'am sorry but I have friends who are built curvy and big and they do not dress like that. They look good and pull it off and don't look like they just rolled out of the hookers r us dumpster. Sorry I'm being kinda mean tonight aren't I ? I'm in a bit of a shitty mood.

Ive lost 14 pounds! yay me. and my family is supporting me throughout even my uncle wrote me some words of encouragement and even shared some his own struggles and even though  his weren't the same as mine it still meant a lot to hear what he had to say and only gave me that extra push to keep going and do what I need to do to get healthy. Tomorrow is a gym day and as usual I'm going to go for my 45 minute walk even though all I really wanna do is sleep, but alas I have errands to run.

hai guys I think I can see my cheekbones now

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