Happy all the Time

The great thing about this new weight loss/healthy eating journey is that it was hard in the beginning but now not so much, It gives me a chance to try new things although now that Ive found the foods I like i tend to stick to those. Something new I tried today was like a freeze dried cranberry thing, its freaking delicious, its something I used to go eww at whenever I saw it at the store and now I'm like when can I get more?

Last post I talked about my self injury and some of my reasoning's behind it, I got an insane response from nasty people to some great people that felt the way I did and asked for some advice and are now on their way to getting the help they need, I am so filled with joy when I know some of the things I post on here help someone in some way, This is not only helping me but other folks too.

I struggle to keep up with the healthy bit of this journey but I can see its all worth it. A lot of people are commenting on how I look and how much better I look, sometimes I think I see it and other times I think I look the same if not larger and I feel bad, but the scale doesn't lie and I have lost weight but I guess its just gonna take some time for me to notice myself.

Lately I feel less tired and have more energy as well as noticing that old clothes that were previously tight now fit me so its taking time but the weights coming off. Also Ive been super super happy lately which I'm not sure why but it could be the exercise since exercising releases endorphins and endorphins make you happy.  Either way I'm happy :)