Picture this…. You see your car and start to walk towards it but suddenly you stop dead in your tracks, a cold tingling sensation pulses from your face all down your body, you cant breathe, your vision fades in and out, you feel a fear that there are no words for and feel as if you are going to die and no matter how hard you try to move towards your car you can't each step you try to take only fills you with more fear and pain until you feel like you are going to die or you wish you would die so the pain and fear can end.
That's how it is daily for people with anxiety, panic disorders, PTSD,agoraphobia and probably a lot of other illnesses. To wake up each day wishing it was just a normal day only to be filled with fear,anxiety,pain from the moment you wake up until the moment you lay your head down. Its torture, nobody asks to live like this, its not "all in our heads". We are trapped inside ourselves, some days are better than others but most days are pure torture.
To live knowing nobody understands these feeling except others who have gone through the same things is frustrating as hell, nobody asks to live like this.
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