Is this real life?

No I'm not dead, sorry its been so long since I've posted. Ive been in a bit of a funk and haven't felt like doing much of anything lately. I'm still on track with my weight loss, I strayed a bit around Thanksgiving and did a bit of binge eating but not too much so things didn't get too much out of control , recently lost about 5 pounds so that's a big confidence booster when you feel like you haven't lost anything and it was a surprise to me :)

I'm stilling eating everything I love and my body is changing shape, my clothes fit funny lately, more loose. For now I'm living in basketball shorts and sweatpants since they can hang on and don't really have a specific size, although I was living in basketball shorts before so its not really a difference.

I'm still going to the gym and still doing my 45 minutes despite my hatred of sweating and doing anything before noon. Its paying off, some days I wish I could just wake up and have lost all the weight I wanna lose and just stay home. Part of me does enjoy going to the gym, its very small though.

I guess theres not much else to say, my posts will be few and not often because of Christmas coming up. Trying to organize a family dinner and making sure the police dept is on speed dial, not really but all the knives will be hidden as a precaution. Its a shame I don't have one of those dart guns I could just shoot unruly guests and make them sleep bwahaha Here's a recent pic of me and also one of my cat